23 January 2007

epilogue

i've moved.
tags are still welcomed here

Posted by tocks! at 22:28

20 January 2007

chandlier skies

i don't feel like ever blogging again.
maybe i'll change my mind tomorrow, nextweek, never.
i'll think about it.

Because, I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us in the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby

Posted by tocks! at 22:13

19 January 2007

bemuse

i am a boxing champion!
the only reason others won was due to sheer leprechaun luck!
and air punching in front of a telly
was the best workout i've had in a really long time :D

BUT i am a serious walking accident.
i'm sorry bestfriend! ):

because the city's always more beautiful at night

and i think that insanity keeps me sane.

Like an echo pedal, you're repeating yourself
You know it all by heart
Why are you standing in one place?
Born to blossom, bloom to perish

Posted by tocks! at 00:11

17 January 2007

down for a while

my instincts are always wrong, right?

maybe we're all the same
like how the socs and the greasers are still the same
beneath the err, grease and the shiny suits.
maybe we're all the same underneath these fronts and lifestyles.

and i can make days while you make alphabets!
I MAKE YOU AH! :D

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table

Posted by tocks! at 12:18

16 January 2007

stay gold


and this is by far, my favourite picture of wentworth aka wenty
it's something about his gaze.
i swear he's looking back at me!!
wah lao.
if i had a son who was born looking so gorgeously god-like
i would name him a nicer name then wentworth.
pretty miller boy :D
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?
i need a heartdrop <3
orangebowl is the only stall that serves food that taste the same
food glorious food.
i shall go and watch PB1 again with my brother
cos its far better than sitting by the computer and sulking
at least in the black box, there's dear old wenty to ease my mind.
No one can find the rewind button, girl.

Posted by tocks! at 22:59

15 January 2007

blink gape

i'm a crippled animal ):
and my throat hurts!!!

i realised that i really look forward to sundays
cos of the new updates at post secrets.
it's like reading them, even just once.
makes life a little more interesting maybe?

eight shirts for eighty dollars!!!
HAHAHHAHA.

needed : one heart of stone

all the late nights, alcohol and pms is causing me to break out /:

Her lover was a sailor
She went and she waited there
The door locked from the outside
Lover never arrived so she sings there
Soft as a siren luring the ships off their course, how alarming

Posted by tocks! at 21:20

12 January 2007

roses by the stairs

guess what i found in classifieds!
looking for :
young, pleasant and SEX-looking waitresses
for an indian pub.
WAHAHHAHS.
sex looking?

too bad my scanner isn't working.

i wish it would stop raining.
STOP STOP STOP.

i do not want to show any emotion
or even express what i feel anymore.

according to dictionarydotcom
the word of the day is incarnadine

I've been walking these streets at night
Just trying to get it right
It's hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like being stuck in a crowd
And the streets don't change but maybe the name
I ain't got time for the game'
Cause I need you

Posted by tocks! at 21:48

those three words

Your Birthdate: December 25

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words.
Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take.
You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2

You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.
What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?


i need a job. BADLY! ):
OKAY HIRE ME!

excuse me, may i know where the louis?
HAHAHAHAHA!

we should all start wishing upon raindrops
then we'll have plenty of wishes to spare! :D

Put your head against my life
What do you hear
A million words just trying to make
The love song of the year

Posted by tocks! at 00:36

09 January 2007

great wall of china

step one is in place.
even if it is temporary (:

i'm so glad to have finally pinpointed the problem
its a great relief
at least i know which way i'm headed
rather than just stumbling around aimlessly.

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Posted by tocks! at 22:28

08 January 2007

stagnant

the uncertainty surrounding every tomorrow
just depresses me even if it could have been a good today.
i'm terribly reliant on external joys.

on a brighter note
today was a first!
my dog finally got coaxed into sitting in the car
and he was so funny about it :D
everybody should get pets!
cos at the end of a bad day
they just make things a little, if not a lot brighter (:

Where, where are the stars?
The one that we used to call ours
Can't imagine it now
We used to laugh till we fell down.
The secrets we had, are now in the past
From something to nothing, tell me

Posted by tocks! at 21:40

07 January 2007

angel in the centrefold

my mum specifically said that i looked like,
of all the animals in the entire animal kingdom
a TADPOLE in my new dress ):
pfffft.
i do not see any resemblance at all!!!!!

i lack creativity ):
after like pondering at the jewelry making shop for twenty minutes
all i picked up to work on only resulted in a pair of ear studs
but they're cutee :D

did anyone know that pink sang bananas in pyjamas song?!

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name

Posted by tocks! at 01:27

06 January 2007

maneater

so what's that point of saying hi
if that's all you're gonna do?
once again,
after walking a half circle of good days
i start to question all of these again.

i've got this terrible knot in my shoulder
URGHHHHS.

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand

Posted by tocks! at 00:41

05 January 2007

lipservice


food for thought;
if you had to which one would you choose?

i've got diseased left hand nails
red, black and a toothpick does not work.

its ironic that i tell others to not swing between extremes
while being guilty of it myself
so how do you balance out the extremes.

and if everyone points their finger at someone who's "worse"
who is the worst?

Who would've guessed I'd have learned
To let the walls around me burn
Light up the hillside
My words, I ate them for so long and nothing changed
It was just the same

Posted by tocks! at 00:42

03 January 2007

these scars run so deep


me : i think this is damn pretty
wanxin : it's quite nice but it is literally quite bu san bu si!(not three not four)

yikes, if i could have one wish pretty pretty please
let me walk all night in such lovely stilts :D

How did we lose our way?
It's hard to remember
All that we shared
Now we both have separate lives
From lovers to strangers, now alone
There's no one catching my fall
No one to hear my call
It's like I never loved you at all.

Now you're so far away
And I see our star is fading
One too many times
Guess it just got tired of waiting around.

Posted by tocks! at 21:28

01 January 2007

ugly doll

and sitting by the waterfront
waiting for the nonexistent sunrise
plus good company (:
and having mindless but settling conversations
just makes a pretty round up to 2006
and marks the start of a good year, hopefully.

2006 was filled to the brim with extremes of good and bad
but regardless of whatever
i'm determined to make it the end of all bad things
and start of all the goood (:

new year resolutions:
- get a new life, new priorities
- independence beckons
- no more of constants
- build upon everything good and make them better.

happy birthday jan (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS!

It's an ordinary miracle.
The kind you find around you every single day
or maybe it's just seasonal like spring and May.
They're so many.

Posted by tocks! at 15:14