30 June 2006
she's the man
7 Random Things About Me:i wish that my hair curled inwards instead of out
i like to bite and tickle people. i don't know why
i whack people's butts. i dont know why too.
i have nicer right eyelashes, but nicer left eyes.
i sleep on my back, with a precise angle towards the left
love icecream but hate whipped cream
i tend to cry during happy movies
7 Random Songs ATM:
uncle kraker - when the sun goes down
billy gilman - hey little suzie
michael buble - sway
vannessa anne hudgens - when there was me and you
billy joel - the longest time
daniel bedingfield - never gonna leave your side
shakira - hips don't lie
7 Things I Like Most:
food :D
having heart to heart/fun chats (:
comfortable silences
MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC
captivating photos
long showers that make you feel like someone else
good company
7 Things That Scare Me:
cockroaches
being in strange dark places
getting lost
being stuck somewhere alone
fierce dogs
hissing cats
losing my friends/family
7 Things I Say The Most:
SHIT!
omg
aiyah wth!
fuggg youuu laaaa
you know...
and then
ji tan!!
7 People To Do This:
whoeverr
Posted by tocks! at 12:13
checkered
mummmy, its OVERRR!!! :DDOH YESSSS!!
but anyway
class buffet was like fun!
shuhui says that everytime she turned around
she saw me munching, and munching!
hahahas, confessions of a glutton (:
food makes teetwelvee soo happy!
and i love creampuffs!
hahahas soft soggy creampuffs
yummmy.
five girls finished 32 creampuffs
unbelievable? believe it
slurrps.
and yesterday night
upon realising that its over
(for a short while only la)
i was suddenly lost for what to do!
like yes, we're done with studying
but what next?!
all MOE's fault, we are the product of too much schooling ):
but nevermind!
im currently single-eyelided and double eyelided at the same time
karma for teasing people too much about it /:
maybe, just maybe.
it's the radiation!
hahahahahas inside joke, say AYE if you get it :]
happy belated birthday hwing! (:
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! :]
Posted by tocks! at 11:30
26 June 2006
banana pancakes
mixed emotions todayfinally, geography is over thats like the ENTIRE load off my shoulders
cos ive yet to feel the pressure from econs and maths
how scary since econs is like TMR!?!
and we all have our own expectations
but i know that im not going to live up to my own ):
atmosphere didn't come out at all
raahh, not a single bit ):
i was somewhat wishing for them to test us on that
and i got so panicky about the 16mark question that
i just didn't know what to write ):
BUT!
today, i got to see all the good ol' class sharing people again! :D
and caught up with people who ive missed over the week (:
plus! i ate kfcc!
ive got a big crush on you mr kentucky!
subtle hint of a used to be pun :D
subtle with a silent b !
and the silly efforts of attempting to study failed again, duh
i think im so used to not being able to study
that i dont really caree!
MOOD RING TODAY SAYS : PLEASED
a little ditzy and groggy from the lack of sleep
or more like my inability to adapt to waking up at six again
Though her vibes are rather reckless
She's heading for a crash
Oh her flowing skirt is blowing in a transcendental wind
And she wonders without knowing where did she begin
RAH!
Posted by tocks! at 20:00
24 June 2006
geeky gamer
i get so ecstatic when i'm talking about my inefficient studying!
and all the tution-ers were talking-yelling (that'd be me /:)
about our failed attempts to study
and how we get distracted by active imaginations
spend time in front of the telly box watching 20 man kick a ball around
have upside down lifestyles that results in us evolving into nocturnal beings
among other lazy behaviour (:
and that was a completely reassuring talk
to know that its okay, if i do fail
i wont be alone :D
and i hope the essay outlines that my teacher went through comes out
so i'll at least have more than one sentence to say
crosses fingers and toes and eyes >_<
and i just had a great popiah lunch
so im a happy girl (*:
hehh, its a blushing face!!!
okay, i didnt pon yoga to sit in front of the other square box
and i made a stunning discovery late last night
while non soccer watching people or non exam folks
are snuggled in their warm comfy bed
i'm getting sleepy.
i found out.... THREE OUT OF FOUR!/:
i like to indulge in my memories
its more fun that living in reality but, life's pretty good!
depends on whether you chose the malthusian aka pessimistic
or the boserup (optimistic) view on the earth's future
tocksie is going to attempt to start work NOW
once she gets herself settled down in a nice seat
with good drinks and bright lights and undistracting music on
i'll start with.. yawns economic geography.
meaning economic in geography
not economics AND geography /:
at least its not. mathematical geography right?!
one more weeek and then i'll be up on the moon
one week.
The white ones the red ones
And some you cant disguise
The twisted twos that have the news
Cant hide it in your eyes
Posted by tocks! at 14:34
23 June 2006
she packs her bag for outer space
beautiful isn't it
new zealand! :D
cant quite remember where exactly it was taken
oh well
uppercourse of the river
with low efficiency,
hence the deposition of all the cobbles and boulders.
pardon me again.
fug, what i would give to drop all the work load
(hohohoo, makes me sound like a river channel)
and just go visit nz again
i need grass ):
wonder what it'll be like to go on a holiday alone
reminds me of fann wong in the previous 9oclock show
hahahas
when i read the last word of hydro at 2.59am
i knew it was a god given sign.
i watched the first half of the brasil-jap game (:
i have no idea what the score is after halftime
if you do, please tag and tell me.
i've yet to figure out a way to find the score
hehhh, so noob /:
intoxicated!
vague memories of how i used to be teased
for being toxic (:
i miss orange bowl
Too high, can't come down
Losing my head spinning round and round
do you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips, I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin' under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
Posted by tocks! at 13:29
22 June 2006
man are from mars
caught bridget jones for the first time todayhahas, sloww but aiyah who cares.
hahas i wish that i lived in a bridget's world
she's like fat and happy and have two hot guys
lucky duck.
and as fat as she gets
she can still look pretty stunning in her dress
No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Posted by tocks! at 23:33
what could have been
okay, i want to complete the whole of fugging ATMOSPHEREbefore 615, take the dog out for a walk
that i've owed him since foreverr
and then proceed onto finishing hydro AND start on pop tonight
hahhh, how ambitious!
but i just taught this radiation-eating charcoal ball thingiee
the first half of atmosphere
he is very knowledgable indeed, for a charcoal ball with green felt hair!
i need an extra dose of focus-ness
and the above picture is my new wallpaper
i even completely SILENCE-ed my phone
so no vibrations even. (:
i'm pretty proud of myself
but i see no reason to be
since having such concentration should be a must
seeing how paper1 is just, errr 3 and a half days away
six topics in three days,
i am a superhero (:
so for now, FOCUS!
crap, its already 541!!!
Posted by tocks! at 17:38
21 June 2006
fugger
sugar spice and everything nice! ((:i have this humungous craving to watch sappy movies now
my head's heavy
i feel like crying over anything
just to get over the fact that ive got too much to complete.
MUG LIKE FUG, fugger
hehhh, i invented that (:
i'm not a bangsat prawira.
and there's a difference between being funny
and crossing the line.
too bad if you didnt know that
Posted by tocks! at 19:48
a chance in hell or heaven
Joni was the girl who lived next doorI've known her I guess 10 years or more
Joni wrote me a note one day
And this is what she had to say
Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with loveforever true
Slowly I read her note once more
Then I went over to the house next door
Her tear drops fell like rain that day
When I told Joni what I had to say
Joni, Joni please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by
You're just fifteen I'm twenty two
And Joni I just cant wait for you
Soon I left our little home town
Got me a job and tried to settle down
But these words kept haunting my memory
The words that Joni said to me
Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up some day you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with loveforever true
I packed my clothes
And I caught a plane
I had to see Joni I had to explain
How my heart was filled with her memory
And ask my Joni if she'd marry me
I ran all the way to the house next door
But things weren't like they were before
My tear drops fell like rain that day
When I heard what Joni had to say
Jimmy, Jimmy please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by
It's been five years since you've been gone
Jimmy I married your best friend John
i had a weird dream of moulding clay into clay people
clay hands and feet
and joining them together!
of little black dogs hiding in plastic bags
okay, i'm rambling.
Posted by tocks! at 11:25
20 June 2006
unfocused
1. Never in my life I:went so crazy that i regretted it
2. The last person i kissed was:
errr one of those lovable darlings!
The one person who can drive me nuts, but
then can always manage to make me smile is:
the smile should be changed to LAUGH but it'll have to be the little sister.
4. The high school I go to is:
ceejaycee
5. When i'm nervous i:
get really cold
6. The last time I cried was:
a while back.
7. My hair:
needs to be trimmed soon
8. When I was 5, I:
loved wearing dresses
9. My Christmas last year:
was memorable (:
10. When I turn my head right, I see:
the window.
11. I should be:
memorising rocks and landforms.
12. When I Look Down I See:
fat thighs and greenyellow checkered seat.
13. The craziest recent event was:
getting piggybacked :D
14. By this time next year:
i'll be free!
15. I love:
loving.
16. I have a hard time understanding:
why things keep changing!
17. I feel like:
someone's sitting on me
18. You know I like, if you:
see me laughing.
19. Take my advice:
be focused
20.My ideal breakfast is:
subway sandwiches
21. If you date me out:
take me to a playground and picnic there.
22. Soon I plan to:
memorise physical georg
23. If you spend the night at my house:
we'll listen to music all night long
24. The world could do without:
psychotic murderers
25. The most recent thing I bought myself is:
a lilac ribbed top that's taking shelter in the locked drawer
26. My favorite brunette(s) is(are):
i like red heads more
27. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds?
humans
28. Last night I:
didnt sleep at all
29. My birthday is on:
25decemberr
30. Tomorrow I am:
going to be more focused.
Posted by tocks! at 23:54
strawberry cupcake
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the skyIn my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
i'm nocturnal.
i swear my clock's all messed up.
who sleeps at 7am in the morning /:
i wanted to watch the sunrise
but it was cloudy.
sunrises and sunsets are technically the same thing
but there's always this empowering effect of a sunrise
and a memorable moments feel of the sunset.
- i want to watch pearl harbour - favourite all time weepy movie
- i'm getting addicted to earphones - i sleep with the mini on
- if i could make a scrapbook of my life, i'll fill it up with lyrics
- i wish all cameras had a photoshop ability to give the snapshots that extra touch
- i want to have red hair
Posted by tocks! at 20:36
19 June 2006
keep your heart here with mine
i cant quite decide which feels better :1) catching up with an old friend and feeling like
i'm glad you've stuck around since forever
or
2) finding a new friend that leaves you wondering
where have you been all my life
so always make the new but never chuck the old!
and i look and can't help wondering
what happened to that closeness
that wasn't so long ago.
EEKS there are mysterious lumps of grey foam in my miso soup!!
that sorta tastes like egg
but its gray foam?!! /:
if i die of food poisoning tomorrow
tell the police its my mum's miso soup.
hahhh
left side of the nose feels sore
i hope its not the beginning of a growth of a green massive pimple!
van, your karma better not land on me!!
one week to the much dreaded mids
i'm going to mug till my teeth fall out
all im hoping for is to pass maths and econs
then B for georg (:
STUDY
and please forgive me if ive been boring
and have constantly run out of things to say
it's not that i dont try,
but these days, there is just nothing to talk about
when all the excitement you face each day is the next chapter
in the mountain high pile of notes
i can't wait for the return of the real life.
we're all self-absorbed people
just count how many "i"s i've used in this little post.
once again, the realness of reality baffles me
and kaka, your no. 22-> 8 is HOT! :D
When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night
Posted by tocks! at 21:43
18 June 2006
optimum population
ive never been much of a soccer fanbut this world cup DISEASE is driving me nuts
especially if its the only thing everyone around you seems to be talking about!
for the first time
the entire household watched a soccer match together
how cute (:
including my mother, who at the 80th min proclaimed
what's so exciting about soccer, i'm going to sleep
hurrr, what's so exciting you just caught almost the entire match!
retardedness runs in the family dudeee.
and here's to my first soccer eyecandy
i think cristiano ronaldo is cute! :D
even though he's like such a showoff and faker
but oh well, he's HOT STUFF!
this is supposed to be a break from pop georg
which is why i bade you all farewell now
before i get even more enchanted by this little thing called the internet
Posted by tocks! at 01:22
17 June 2006
tranquility
i wish i could be at the stage of yoga where i can actually do it on the beach.
and that i do the kind of yoga that brings peace on cluttered mind days
don't you ever wonder who's that one person who knows you the most?
and at the most, how much do they know?
i feel the kind of thinking mood coming by again.
the irony of doing personality test, is realising that the box in front of you
knows more about who you are then even you yourself.
they say a picture paints a thousand words
i've always wanted to be able to capture moments in picture
but im not much of a photographer
i do appreciate pictures a lot though
its like an international language
I knew that this moment would come in time
That I'd have to let go and watch you fly
I know you're coming back so why am I dying inside
Are you searching for words that you can't find
Trying to hide your emotions but eyes don't lie
Guess there's no easy way to say goodbye
Posted by tocks! at 00:07
16 June 2006
ticklish
Interior decorators will tell you to paint your walls yellow to make your room more cheerful.
That said, it's as if those with yellow auras live their entire lives in a yellow room.
Their happy-go-lucky, optimistic personalities and nearly boundless energy make them the life of the party. But these childlike qualities can mask their deeper emotions, including an inability to (and almost a fear of) staying put and committing to one thing, as well as a need to be liked.
If you are a creative spirit who loves her freedom so much that it's hard to stay in one place for long, you may have a yellow aura.
Posted by tocks! at 13:15
high heels don't hurt
happy birthday jonniee! :Dthe highlight of the dinner
was the magical effect of the dry ice!
its raining
im not going to school
cats and dogs, its pouring!
its fun snuggling at home with the computer
and cradling the phone! (:
THERE I BLOGGED ABOUT YOU!
When light goes down, I see no reason for you to cry
We've been through this before
In every time, in every season
God knows I've tried so please dont ask for more
Can't you see it in my eyes
This might be our last goodbye
Posted by tocks! at 12:05
15 June 2006
this might be our last goodbye
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
goood songs should get extra publicity!
CAPS CAPS CAPS! (:
reality check of being a week + half away from mids is terrifying!
i have a secret desire of climbing up to the wall of the house now
and just stare at the sky
but alas, what will the neighbours think!
and i can do better than pots of cactus for company too
Posted by tocks! at 00:36
13 June 2006
masking tape hearts
ive always had a mild fascination for fast cars
watching them go vrrooom vrroommm on screens
i actually feel the adrenaline pumping in my veins
and get caught in this trance where air rush past your ears.
maybe i just like the feeling of speeding
feeling really light hearted today
its like not overly elated
just have this small smile from having a nice day.
the skies were blue (:
and i saw the moon last night
it was big and round
hahas, so random
im kinda in a dreamy mood today
pretty spaced out, thinking of nothing for once
it's relaxing.
An angels smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven ,then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion's a prison you can't break free
You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me the damage is done
Posted by tocks! at 21:22
12 June 2006
serendipity
ultra unglamness by the roadso uncool that it's cool! :D
hahas and confessions of a hermit crab!!
oh well it was fun to telling someone who witnessed everything
but this is closure (:
and i got THE DRESS!!!
retro night! :D
yes, its the dress that i saw with girl next dooorrr (:
oooohlalalaaa.
So I'll say why don't you and I get together
take on the world and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other,
fly to the moon and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in
babe im making this your song!
Posted by tocks! at 21:35
08 June 2006
kisses that you blew!
i like my sideprofile more!cos im too broad from the front/:
BUT I LIKE MY SIDEPROFILE PRETTY MUCH
ahahhas, thats from strutting in front of the toilet mirror for way too long
and much as i know ive probably gained 94854357kilos from my feast today
CURRYPUFF BROWNIE BEEFNOODLES 3 BANANAS and the other food i call
proper meals, i dont care!
FOOD OH FOOD! (:
she's hotter than hell and she's cool as they come
i think im going to turn into a big lesbian
with all the love im receiving from and giving to all the girls!
chicks before dicks as hip to be square insists! :D
im pretty annoyed with myself
from the random tantrums i throw just cos im irritated with the books
but whatever biatchhh
i dont need ONE PERMISSION TO THROW A TANTRUM
if anyone read the babyblues comic strip today!
its more fun to be permissionless :D
i think i need nice clothes
i should like hire a personal shopping consultant!
ahahhas, but that'll completely take the fun out of shopping
okay first i need the money, second the body :D
OOHLALAA
i think all the hot girls look good cos they can pull off the pretty stuff.
i hate my armpit fats, or whatever you call it /:
other than that plus the fat thighs
ah, irony.
I AM PRETTY MUCH PLEASED
oh and i know of a babe who'll pay for my face liposuction!
hahahs, okay this is completely insane and nonsensical
but i think i have much more fun alone!
im becoming an introvert
but at least i'm a happy introvert!
just for awhile, till everything blows over
and i can breathe again.
for now, its back to the hermit crab hole )) :
Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade
The clowns wore smiles that wouldnt fade
You and I were the renegades, some things never change
Posted by tocks! at 21:49
07 June 2006
double happiness
my mouse died and got buried in a corner of the past few daysso ive been computerless
and being so lonely and on full blast muggermode
these three days!
YAY (:
and i intend to hide the other mouse away
so i wont get any distractions on all these lonely blue nights
MUG MUG MUG!
and im feeling somewhat delighted and jolly
despite the fact that im suffering from EXTREME BLOATEDNESS
arghhs, fats!
but i just feel, happy!
the routine of studying in school is starting to kick in
so i'm trying to tune myself to work well
despite all the noise and distractions
from coughsfauglyboyscoughs
and having only ONE EARPHONE that works now /:
but its okay, its the little things that make my day!
like seeing the bright cheery smiles every morning
and the same studying company in school
the usual bunch of odackers at the corner
and random groups of people that you see everyday
familiarity is a good thing (:
its best to depend on yourself to make your own day
and that way you wont ever be sad!
okay, caught prisonerofazkaban on hbo for abit just now
and it was, schweet :D
the spiders they want me to tap dance!
ahh, my ronnie (:
i like my redhaired boy
and i saw a cute guy today
he lives in #25 of the way home
whatever road that is.
hahahas, i was staring at his backview for all of 5 mins when i was walking in
not being stalkerish
just admiring that clean, bookish yet sportish looks!
i like guys in glasses
they look like intelligent doctors (:
and my doublehappiness earstuds make me happy!
im getting married (( :
evolution of the hermit crab!
)) : ----> (( :
and for special mention
joce said the other day
i flower you
cos hearts are for nonspecial people!
so cute :D
Well she's hotter than hell
And she's cool as they come
And she's smart and she's wild
All rolled into one
Posted by tocks! at 22:55
04 June 2006
freeze dried romance
i think im the product of advancements in science and technologyi find that most of the time
my most emotional sharing conversations
are held on phonecalls, the web and messaging!
i hardly ever have THAT sort of talks in real life
somehow, in face to face talks
the honest truths dont come out right
how ironic, for someone who talks so much
half of what i say is just, conversation.
i need good talks about nothing
i think im simply choosing to dwell in this damp tunnel
cos it just seems warmer than standing out there in the wind
i think i should convert all my other passions
into energy for studying
im spending too much alone time,
but then again how much is too much?
and furthermore, its the quality not the quantity
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep there's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
i feel the random pieces are starting to form a picture
and waiting to see your reaction is just scary.
hun says im getting wild and i need to find a boyfriend
hahahas, how weird.
im not some animal let loose from the jungle okay!
much as i may act like a stray baboon once in a while /:
i just need more crazy nights to develop beer bellies
and more aimless shopping trips
i just need to spend time!
and then i wont be wild (:
does big fat hearts = great love
and my small tiny dotted hearts = little love
okay that was so random.
if i die today, would i regret yesterday?
for not giving everything ive done a best shot
for not appreciating all that i have
and for not saying all that i wanted to say.
Like a castle built upon the sand,
I let love crumble in my hand.