30 December 2005

it seems like whenever i start
thinking deep thoughts
i get on a roll and i cant stop.
and thats not good cos the thoughts
just go running in the negative direction

t o c k s says:
what is this world coming to really!
benji says:
it isnt coming to anything
benji says:
it has always been like that

wise words do sprout from fools
benji is a wise fool ((:
reminds me of mavolio!
literature last year was PWOAH.

and maybe at times we just view the world
too critically and too harshly
maybe its time to give the world a break

Posted by tocks! at 20:35

fourteen plates!!
includes dessert and miso soup
ahahhas
okay i broke my own sakae buffet record ((:
but nat and mcron tied for
the ultimate record together!
WONG MCRON
how can you get beaten by nat at eating?!
so the half dozen of teetwelvers sentosa-ed :D
and i got the tan that i wanted!
my tan kinda evened out ((:
the bugs in the sea hate meee
they keep biting me
and i just kept screaming
we played frisbee with BBB's friends
ahahs and we won!!!
woohooo ((:
all thanks to my miracle super throw!
okay i was joking.

You get the gray skies outta my way
You make the sun shine brighter than Doris Day
Turn a bright spark into a flame
My beats per minute never been the same

Posted by tocks! at 18:51

28 December 2005

there's no way i can forget the first time
stepping into cjc
a whole mess of white and blue gathered
at the small foyer
i remember scanning the crowds for familiar faces
and relieved to see so many of them
clutching someone's hand while i walked into the audi
like really, for someone like me
who's been in only one school all her life
you cant quite count kindergarten
starting a new school can be rather intimidating
so orientation one came and left
we had good quality fun mixing around
and being split up into classes
so teethirteen here i come.
our little comfortable class
remember the extended basketball games
every pe lesson.
all thanks to ahem
-glares at natalie cheong
so we skipped lunch to play ball
and that was how i lost weight
for the first time in ten thousand years (:
if you want to know the truth,
i put them back on after a while.
ahahhahs.
and who can ever forget deodorant days
when we aimed erm dove deodorant
at SOMEONE
ahhahs who i will decline to name
a lot of matchmaking
scandals and eyecandies in those three months
harmless fun ((:

then o2 was short
but pretty fun too
i was thrown into the wrong class
but i did have quite some fun there
but when i finally got back to the
newly established teetwelve
ALL HAIL TEE TWELVE
it's like returning home after a long day of work
took a while for me to settle down
but check out how far we've gone!
i will always regret not getting a chance
to spend o2 with the good old teetwelve

remember the grand standing days
when it was just mainly stoning
since we had nothing better to do
after a while we gave up the habit
realising how silly it was getting
but i have some good memories of just talking
sitting and staring out at the field
and enjoying the cool breeze
THE GRANDSTAND BREEZE ROCKS SOCKS

i remember studying
studying cos of the lack of fun things to do
how midyears flew by
and promos came and left
the study crowds
hot stuffy classrooms
the also hot and stuffy study area
the hotter and stuffier canteen unless you sit under the fan

and in the midst of it all
the fun times in class we shared
joke telling
lecture stoning
penguin making (((:
and those other times
subwaying
movie outings
dodgeballing ((:

and school ended on a happy tone
finally we were free for holidays
and before i can even get around to doing anything
guess what
we're a week away from school starting
oh well
i had a good work experience i guess
even if it was only for two weeks
and even if im close to spending all that i made
it was worth it!
i dont know what i did in the holidays
late night phone chats and conferences
just onlining till late night
that's it
so christmas has come and gone
it was fun
silly outings
exchanging presents with jepenga
silly partying
sentosa outing tomorrow and i cant wait
the new years coming
the end of 2005

the memories once again rearranged and shelved
like dusty library books
for future references
too much has happened in a year
but i enjoyed every moment of it ((:
it was good wont you all agreee
so here's to a good year gone by
and a better year ahead

happy new year everyone [:

Posted by tocks! at 16:46

25 December 2005

hohoho!
jingle bells are ringing
and merry christmas all the way

dan ryans with the girls was totally worth the money
its not about the foood
its the company ((:
and being together just makes everything magical
even if everyone was towering above me
it is among jepenga that i truly belong
and somewhere i can be myself totally completely
right right left left!

christmas eve partying!
thanks for the surprise cake (:
pity i couldnt eat more of the
licks lips-
oreo cheesecake!
yummy yummy
pure 100% good old fun
of polar bear-ing
and theres no better way to welcome the christmas cheer!
even though i keep getting misunderstood
and my own fellow polar bears keep killing me
but it was goood
like polar bears on a not so snowy christmas eve [:

i am feeling loved (:
thanks for all the presents
big or small
its really the thought that counts
and i am loved!
and fat and jolly!!

i wanna marry santa clause!
so santa!! all i want for christmas is YOUU
then he can make me happy all year long
and we can have christmas everyday :D

Sleigh bells ring
are you listening
in the lane
snow is glistening
A beautiful sight
we're happy tonight
walking in a winter wonderland

Posted by tocks! at 18:07

22 December 2005

You Are Lemon Meringue Pie

You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweet
Those who like you have well refined tastes
click here

yummehh
im sure the quiz maker didnt happen to know that
i do like that kinda pies(:
what better than sweet and sour!
oohlalaaa.

ive been useless really
just a lot of ordinary bumming
and crowded christmas shopping
movie outings and random meetings
i think im starting to be rhym-ing.
hahahha!

i think christmas is overrated
and terribly commercialized
i like it all the same thoughh
but really, wheres the meaning in fancy gifts
and blank store bought cards
where people just scribble a random merry christmas
oh well
i dont know
its just so fake
i think if you really want to exchange a gift
or share your love
it should be something meaningful
small and simple maybe, but thoughtful
instead of another useless piece of junk.
how about giving a hug for a christmas presents!
hahahhh
okay random condom!

im downnn
i need a mega feel good movie
a big hug and a sugar fix

i want my seahorse or the other cute watch
maybe i should bug my parents for it
but thats just plain bratty
maybe i should just shut my mouth
and stop window shopping ):
and i like that bag.
THAT BAG!
oh goodness
there i go again /:

There's a present by the tree
Stockings on the wall
Knowing you're in love with me
Is the greatest gift of all

Posted by tocks! at 19:53

17 December 2005

i have a choleric temperament!

You are a person of great enthusiasm
- easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary,
you are reaching for an epic,
extraordinary life.You want the best.
The best life. The best love.
The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect.
Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down.
Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person -
and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist.
Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated,
you know what you think is right.
End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope,
you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Posted by tocks! at 17:50

16 December 2005

i went for yoga lessons today!
for the first time in my life
it wasnt, THAT bad
hahahas
and suddenly yoga reminds me of
NAT ALYCIA! ((:
love you too too!

and im in love with the blue straw bag
but im conflicted!!
it scratches clothes, kinda
cos its like STRAW duh right
but then again
i really do like it /:

and i want the ermmm
bodyshop cranberry shimmer lotion!
sighh
im sucha spendthrift. ):
but it. it shimmers
and its lotion
and it smells way too good :D

Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me

Posted by tocks! at 22:51

14 December 2005

omelette day ((:
yay i just cooked an omelette and scrambled eggs!
okay elf claims that she cooked it
" YES I COOKED IT! " <- pam
no i did.
hurrr. i cracked the egg okay (:
no elf , i didnt eat eggshell
i ate the scary membrane /:

okay i crashed pam's house out of extreme boredom
according to herself
she's my back up boredom plan ((:
im bored
she wont let me bake ):
or make sausages ):
or pretzels ):

pam: you need the damn flour to bake the cake, and how the hell do u make sausages? and u noe how to make pretzels?? no instruction girl... -.- merlin save my IQ.

Up where they walk
Up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free
Wish I could be
Part of that world

Posted by tocks! at 15:22

13 December 2005

i wasted the whole afternoon sleeping
like a pampered brat in a nice soft bed
airconned room with curtains drawn
and music blasting from THE MINI
when i was supposed to ahem:
- make christmas cards, like long overdue!
- work out those fat fat king kong arms
- get some work done
but no, i fell asleep after lunch
and died.
but i woke up cos i dreamt
that my mum was waking me up
and she offed the aircon
so i got up, offed the aircon and got out
to find the weather unbearably hot
so i got back in the room, and onned the aircon
and fell asleep again

jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way
theres a massive need to go christmas shopping
like NOW NOW NOW!
i want my stripey rainbow slippers ):
ive gone to four places to hunt for it ):
i want it discounted ):
why do bells appear only during christmas?
ive got a terrible cotton candy craving now
i want to be a cotton candy worm
and i'll live in a cotton candy cocoon
munching my way out of sweet finely spun sugar
slurps-
and i wonder why i have to work out ?

I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love I can call all mine
Cos I have been so good, so good this year
Can't be alone under the mistletoe
He's all I want in a big red bow

Posted by tocks! at 20:21

09 December 2005

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you

And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

i am beginning to believe in what my sister's friend said
true love only happens in movies
or does it?
i hear of friends getting hurt from liking someone else
more often that not
i realise that in most situations of liking
it seems like theres more pain
more jealousy, more heartaches
than happiness and gladness
so if you keep hurting from falling in love
why bother starting you know.
of course the sweetness that comes with
maybe the thought of being in love
is good enough to make up for everything else
i dont know, im confused.
i sometimes wish all relationships on earth
can be purely platonic friendships
there would be so much lesser complications!
at least there wouldnt be things such as jealousy
but then again. i dont know.
i think, sometimes i believe in love
and at other times i dont.

Posted by tocks! at 17:54

07 December 2005

okay ive decided on my aim in life
i shall go to err south africa
and study gorilla lifestyles for three years!
ooh hoo!
maybe not gorillas lahh
but i shall go and study ermm lions!
and i will NOT scare them away
even though mark and keith claim that i would /:
and i swear it has NOTHING to do with watching
mighty joe young, jan! (:

my mum hates me now ):
she thinks im a terrible rebellious kid
and that my attitude sucks
and its probably cos of cjc
maybe im just growing less tolerant of her
cos of her menopausing mood swings. /:
i have like an average of 5 conflicts with her a day
im making it sound too nice
rahhh.
but forgive me if i dont appear very happy
cos it may very well be due to
breakdown in communications

i really really need to do my christmas shopping
so many things to buy
so many cards to make
i dont even have clothes for christmas!!!
RAAHH
okay, i doubt im getting any.
but oh well at least i can go shopping for them
i think my retail theraphy urges are going way out of control

saw two is like what they advertised
there will be blood!!!
ahahhs some parts were rather gross
like bloody and bloodier
but i still hate the freaking mask
and some idiotic couple next to me
happen to lack understanding of the word consideration
and the way they were talking
it was as if they were the only two pple in the cinema
like hello, we dont need anymore voiceovers!

Our cheeks are nice and rosy
and comfy cozy are we
We're snuggled up together
like two birds of a feather would be
Let's take the road before us
and sing a chorus or two
Come on, it's lovely weather
for a sleigh ride together with you

Posted by tocks! at 21:26

06 December 2005

watched how to deal again!
for the ten thousandth time
its not my fault hbo keeps showing it
but its so sweet
its like one of the feel good movies
anyway, mandy moore in the show
reminds me of antheaa!
hahas hello ant!
youre almost a movie star (:
somehow la
i think its the lankyness and the eyes
hahas
anyway

im waiting for my freaking paycheck
patson's like kotoking aka cheating me ):
i want my paycheck!
I WANT IT NOW!!
but its terribly desperate to call
and ask for nafisahhh
and demand for it /:
can i get it todaay please!! i need it rather urgently
i think she will ignore me lah ):

happy birthday to the mother!
and happy birthday to nat nat nataliee cheong!

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you

Posted by tocks! at 12:55

03 December 2005

shopping spree!!
a productive one too
thank you kaka girlie for
ermm nets-ing my purchases
ahahahs ((:
and i enjoyed our bitching sessions today!
and i have an announcement to make to
libing and kaka
stop arguing about the weaselys!
firstly, ive put my claim on the red head family
so all of them are mine
secondly, ron is specifically M-I-N-E
so stop trying to steal what belongs to me!
ahhas ronnies too darn cute!
okay i can almost hear elfie protesting now
but lets just ignore her comments

and ive thought about christmas presents
and made my christmas card list
be nice, or you wont get a card
okay know what
i think all my pay's going to be gone in a week
or two. /:
the rate that im spending money
you'll think that i live in a house made of us dollars
so i can constantly pluck cash off my walls

edit//
JE invasion!! ):
sighh
i hope things work out soon!

So this final verse,
Is a contradiction
And the more we learn,
The less we know