29 April 2006

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Posted by tocks! at 00:11

28 April 2006

starfish stick-ons

fcuking bad day
so thats the way it's going to be
right from the morning
all the way till late at night
so pissed beyond words
but still so much pent up anger

Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you

at this point of time
i would like to freeze and dont move
wait till 10 years has gone by
and ice age's over
then everything will be okay again.

only good thing about today
was aquamarine!
starfish are suck ups
but they always tell the truth.

Posted by tocks! at 23:32

26 April 2006

true blue witch

lesson learnt today
never, ever
attempt to scrimp on bus fare
by not tapping at the entrance
AND then
behaving like a airheaded bimbo
and tap the exit
especially not THREE times
gahhhh
i swear the whole bus was looking at the driver
making me tap the entrance again
SIGHH!
throw face.

ive got hopes of becoming a witch!
since our dearest witch got a hogwarts letter today
even though she turned 18.
oh well
better late then never!
oh noo
but if i dont get it before 31july
im going to be in a younger year!
HOW TO BE IN GRYFINDOOR WITH A SLYTHERIN? ):

happy birthday to PAMELA PPY!
aka. ELFIE (:
when the great ancient people wrote the quote
opposites attract
i think they were thinking of us (:
cos we're so different
yet we've learnt to be alike
in a special way!
sweet eighteeen
i hope all your dreams come true
every single one of them. <3

Every time you cry
Save up all your tears
I will be your rainbow when it disappears
Wash away the pain'til you smile again
I will be the laughter in your eyes

Posted by tocks! at 20:29

25 April 2006

right kind of wrong

FREE CONE ICECREAM!! (:
cookie dough.
licks lips-
yummehh!
ahahhas i wish everyday was free cone day!
then we'll go united square everyday
and slurp slurp slurp

EIGHT up down left right BELOW!
max is hot :D
shiny blue eyes
yeahh baby
i quote from everyday handsome boy
"tocks scared me."
not my fault if the show scared me right!
im just expressing my fear

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Posted by tocks! at 22:54

24 April 2006

I DUMPED TWO PEOPLE TODAY!
-winks
i had fun dumping them
one over a two-timing incident
and another over a noodle stall disagreement
retarded games make my world go
ROUND ROUND ROUND!
so econs lesson was spent
trying to hold back the grin
that was creeping up my face (:
only special people get runaway tickets
got many many criterias okay! :D
- a 'our' song
- best friends!
ironically the both special people got dumped
after receieving their runaway tickets

i like watching the rain
it's soothing
makes me feel small
when it storms
nothing seems to be bigger than the sky
and knowing that im lucky enough
to be in comfort of a shelter
makes me feel good.

recieved some bad news today
but i guess this is life.

sometimes i wonder if we're real
how real is real
so are miracles real
or are the greatest disasters real

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

Posted by tocks! at 21:09

22 April 2006

i had a really weird long dream
my dog, plus other people were in it.
weirdest part is when my dog got erm
attracted to another seemingly male dog
which pretty much looked the same.
okay wait i cant quite remember
but i think in my dream my dog was a female.
oh now, that makes more sense


i want to find my dog a gf (:
it'll be cool
hahas, hello this is my dog and this is his gf.
grass-filled head thoughts


at this moment
i would like to live on clouds
pink clouds in the sky
plus fairycastle.
hahas i think im my past life i was a fairy (:
or at least i was an elf
the cool lotr kind :D
AS COOL AS YOU ELFIE
i misss youuuuu
and i dont say that quite enough


whip cream party was fun (:
dinnering was goood
even though im officially
sick SICK
of all sorts of pasta with white sauce
or just pasta for that matter
i will however tolerate the sauceless
olive oil with grilled stuff kind.
too much cheese for me for a while
i think i got the anti cheese disease
from my other two muskeeters
as my dad says
the three muskeeters!


today's earth day
and jellybeans day too!
lets save the planet by eating jellybeans
yummy.


happy birthday keith
may you grow hotter in this new year (:


and i almost forgot.
how could i tsk.
happy 49th birthday to the father
i think its 49 /:
as the years go by i keep forgetting


I lost myself at your show last night
looking at the sparkling eyes
in the middle of a fresher crowd
you keep living like you're a movie star
but tell me who you really are
when the lights go down

Posted by tocks! at 21:17

it was way cool hearing someone say
"she's the girl im going to marry"
its nice to know that people are finally
and actually!
taking relationships seriously
and quite sweet really [:
too cute.


i need everyone to be happy again
im like a big bottle
filled with happy potion
and when everyone else around is happy
then my potion level goes up!
but then when sadness is all around
then my potion gets depleated
"move from area of high conc. to low conc"
sounds like. the scary g word!


in your absence i feel your presence


much as i need retail therapy now
i refuse to succumb to becoming a airhead
and yell I NEED TO SHOP
even though it is the truth
okay fine, i guess I WANT TO SHOP
will just have to do


interesting talk topic #10001
subject combi reflects character (:
character reflects behaviour
thus subject combi reflects behaviour
so typically
people who share the same subject combi
will share similar character traits
okay coolness (:


I couldn't feel much better
Than when I'm here with you
You make everything seem so easy
I'm telling you the truth
You never try to please me
But somehow you always do

Posted by tocks! at 00:49

17 April 2006

Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me


Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you


i dont want to here on earth
someone should just
buy me a oneway ticket to the moon
i'll rather be alone than here.
i dont even know why tears are forming

Posted by tocks! at 23:55

16 April 2006

toadstools are stools made for toads
i swear i didnt say that.
only superheroes say such nonsense right! (:
HAPPY EASTER eat eggs day!
ahahs i didnt get any eggs )):
but today was chocolate day anyway
i just realised how much chocolate i had
rumandraisin :D
smarties
hersheys cookies and cream
YUMMY
see, the source of my erm. popiah
aka, lumpy just above the waistline.


i would like to express my love for the best girlfriends
that any girl could ever have.
some girls have one best girlfriend
most have two.
the lucky few have three.
i have. at least six ((:
and these girls, we stay strong.
jepenga i HEART!
a few random chats with them
make me feel once again so bonded
and the feelings from long long ago came gushing back
distance brought us together (:


i think, i am very blessed.
and for being so blessed
i will be patient in all that i do. (:
happy easter.
tis' a season to be jolly too!


i was suddenly wondering once again
which friends are going to be with me
when im old and fifty
toothless with graying hair
wrinkled raisin skin
to all those that matter
i hope that we can still sit together
in a kopitiam
chat over kopi-o and kaya toasts
or whatever old people eat those days
you never know, it might be macs.


To let you know tonight's the night
For me and you my part-time lover
We are undercover passion on the run
Chasing love up against the sun
We are strangers by day, lovers by night
Knowing it's so wrong, but feeling so right

Posted by tocks! at 19:59

15 April 2006

i didnt YOGA today
feel fat fat fat
and my craving for rumandraisin
rittersport has yet to be satisfied ):
but i ate some chocolate coated hazelnut icecream thing
that made up for it abit (:
yummmy
and my mum cooked good lunch today!
eating is therapeutic


ive been an emo girl
keep feeling teary for..nothing?
dont know.
i think too much for my own good


I KEEP FAILING MY ATTEMPTS TO MUG
i need a mugging machine
that i can hide inside
and just have nothing to do but mug
maybe everyone should ignore me
and just let me.
feel so lonely that i'll study to kill time.


you leave my heart dry.


With a smile
You pull the deepest secrets from my heart
In all honesty
I'm speechless and I don't know where to start

Posted by tocks! at 22:20

you're one horrid nasty thing
its all your fault.

Posted by tocks! at 00:22

12 April 2006

the insensitivity of human nature
i like honest people
but honesty does not have to come with
insensitivity
and we should all know
where to draw the line.

if that's the way i want it
the way i like it
why should anyone else bother?
especially when it does not impact them
in anyway.


I'm sleeping in my car
my dreams move on
My name is billy jean
my love was bought and sold

Posted by tocks! at 23:50

09 April 2006

Pick 10 people (or more) from your friends list, say something anonymous to them. Don't say who it is, and don't reveal them unless they guess.

#1 with you there is no mask, no lies and no such thing as secrets. and it'll stay that way, cos somethings last forever!

#2 we go back a long way, and what we share is still going strong. each moment spent together brings back truckloads of memories and just remember, even if the world falls down you still have me. cos its been that way since a long time and our simple understanding of each other wont ever change. you make me who i am today.

#3 true friendship is not the amount of time spent together, but the bond between people that will never change. you, i, us. i wont change a thing. the joy and the tears, words just cannot describe. i'm happy only cos you are. each moment spent together, even the aimless ones are never dull. we maybe far apart but theres some strange bond that holds us close. how we can talk about everything and anything simply baffles me. you are so blessed and each time you smile, i marvel at how beautiful this world is. all the simple tokens of appreciation shared between you and i, no one else but us can understand. and i'll always be there for you even if you dont know it.

#4 we've had such precious little time together, but the random times and the good talks time are memories i wont ever let go of. at times when its only darkness ahead, you handed me the candle by laughing everything off. you're more special that you'll ever know.

#5 you've shared my burden and i've shouldered your load. you're like a little kid, so vulnerable to all the hurt out there but you also share your love so willingly that i know youre one person i can always turn to when the sky's gray.

#6 youve been there so much, and even though i dont always show my appreciation, i do appreciate you. we dont ever have a dull moment of silence together.

#7 if getting to know you was an accident, then im glad the car crash happened. cos your heart of gold and realness makes me realise that there is still hope for this world. you should be cloned, your laughter lights up the days but your heart makes it glow even more.

#8 you make life one big good joke, cos you define laughter.

#9 we had joy and we had fun, we had seasons in the sun. you are one precious gift that i'll cherish.

#10 with you, it feels like even if the world was to end, you will be able to make it stop and that as long as you're around i wont ever get in harm's way. at times i wish i could pull you out of the quick sand, but i dont have super powers like you do.

#11 despite all the harsh words that constantly stream from me, you're gift of love is so great that even if i said i love you everyday it wont be good enough.

#12 thank you, such great love can only be from you alone.

GUESS! but i'll only say YES if you get your number correct (:

Posted by tocks! at 00:48

08 April 2006

the paint's peeling to reveal
the lines of weaknesses
and cracks in the old wall
slowly, it crumbles.


im moving in the wrong direction
i keep telling myself that
but its somehow not working
im just being self delusional
quit dreaming would be just right
the truth lies just in front of me
somehow i cant accept it.
i try
but when failure lies ahead
you just have to walk through


i had a good day today
like real good.
a rare real good day (:
but thats why they're special right
shopping alone builds character
i should learn to be more independent.


when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

Posted by tocks! at 23:32

02 April 2006

i wonder how long it'll take for you
to be you again
its retarded, i am
seeing how insignificant things are
but i expected more
i guess i expected wrong.


TAD HAMILTON'S HOT ((:
from the side profile angle only though
and he has a yummy hot bod!!!
so is whatever his name
i suddenly forgot.
he's like geeky cute
i have a soft spot for geeky cute :D
and the girl's too pretty ((:
so moral of the story is that
the perfect man may not be the right one
and that the love of your life
may be right under your nose
just that you take things so much for granted
that sometimes, you are blinded.
but i would melt if anyone told me
the number of smiles i have
and listed it all out
its awesome! :D


after all this time
i never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but i couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when i let you go

Posted by tocks! at 22:38

happy april's fools day!
so far, only 1 person fell for my erm trick.
hahahs DARN
but i fell for elfiee's trick! /:
oh well, ptm must have been the school's idea of a joke


im silly
i wish that everyday was a good day
but define good day.
that day was a good day ):
quality IS more impt than quantity.


i see where i stand now
its clear like glass
and it cuts like glass too
you acknowledged my inexistence


It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

Posted by tocks! at 00:13