29 December 2006

some pig

i wish you would deal with your issues
instead of expecting me to do something about them.

i detest being a constant in this rush
because the thing about constants
is that on top of the stability and comfort it offers
there's the unappreciated and taken for granted parts.

charlotte's web was lighthearted and cheery
and the pig was mega cute
plus the girl and the boy :D

edit//
girlnextdoor
i demand you come back now and make me sane ):

Way too long I've tried to be
what I could never be
For too long you've rolled the dice
but you can't control me
I ain't talking 'bout romance
you may fiddle I may dance
Anyway it's just a game we play

Posted by tocks! at 20:08

28 December 2006

raindrops on roses

it's terribly cold.
i say brrr?

and i need to reconsider and rethink my life
to set it straight on this winding path
before the twists and turns
take me somewhere i don't wanna be.

mcron!
thankyou for almost offering me coasters
and for informing me of all the explicitness.
it was then that i realise
how terribly much i miss these not so little people from school
teetwelve ):

Your head lays down upon this car
But I hate you for what you are
And what I have become

Posted by tocks! at 23:05

27 December 2006

kermit the frog

and i'm the foolish tara.
"if you don't change your life, life has a way of changing you."

i wish there were more words
but not here, not now.
"but we both know that's not the truth"

i'm terribly sleep deprived.

You, you got me thinking it'll be alright.
You, you told me,
"Come and take a look inside."
You believed me in every single lie
But I, I failed you this time

Posted by tocks! at 21:13

26 December 2006

the killing box

this year, christmas is made up of
pre-christmas cooking party
delightful christmas eve lunch
and a christmas day party,
which was a toilet-papered love affair

now we know the proper uses of toilet paper
along with the best earlicking and ponyrides techniques.
and i make the bestest vodka ribena sprite (:

i'm suffering from serious PB withdrawal symptoms

And it feels like tonight
I can't believe I'm broken inside
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight
Tonight

Posted by tocks! at 19:16

25 December 2006

sleigh ride

HOHOHO
mrs claus is here to say merry christmas all! :D
on second thought,
i think mrs scofield would do, thank you very much.
i have terribly unhealthy obsessions (:

and its a sunny christmas morning,
perfect christmas weather for the sunny island
i hope it doesn't rain later on!

Chestnuts roasting on an open fire,
Jack Frost nipping on your nose,
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir,
And folks dressed up like Eskimos.

Everybody knows a turkey and some mistletoe,
Help to make the season bright.
Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow,
Will find it hard to sleep tonight.

They know that Santa's on his way;
He's loaded lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh.
And every mother's child is going to spy,
To see if reindeer really know how to fly.

And so I'm offering this simple phrase,
To kids from one to ninety-two,
Although its been said many times, many ways,
A very Merry Christmas to you

Posted by tocks! at 12:48

23 December 2006

bolshoi booze

love is ...
- waiting and waiting somemore just so we can eat together
- picking through bits of roast chicken
- sharing half a tub of cadbury peppermint chocolate icecream
- not picking your favourite present 'cos someone else likes it more
- laughing at each other's clothes
- ta-paoing all the left over food

thankyou for the love girls (:
and we didnt even take a single photo
but sometimes even a photo is inadequate

and all i want for christmas, is michael scofield (:
cause you can take my breath away

I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
cause when you showed me myself I became someone else

Posted by tocks! at 23:14

22 December 2006

scofield!

I'm not a jealous woman. But I'm a careful one.
And for some reason, when I'm around you, I'm not careful
You don't have to be

even my mum is addicted to prison break (:
and wentworth miller is the epitome of yummy

Posted by tocks! at 01:09

20 December 2006

weed

and bit by bit everything that mattered just chips away
which is why i'm swearing by my new motto
time is best spent alone.

i think today is my last day of employment
looking for new job again.
girl was adorable today (:

and all i want for christmas this year
is exactly what i wished for last year
it does not feel like christmas at all
NOT AT ALL

He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Posted by tocks! at 22:25

shiny shiny things

the walk home was wet, chilly and suprisingly pleasant.
singapore is being flooded by the monsoon ):

withdraw into the dark damp corner
that everyone avoids.

i wonder what's wrong
but then i realise i don't really care
this is just life happening.

and as i promised, i'm slow walking off the carousel
it's like finally getting onto a delayed flight.

it's been a cheery long day, and i'm dead tired.
working the morning class tomorrow, FUG.

daisy duck in the foyer with the marinerer!

I could tell a million lies
and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger,
hits you right between the eyes

Posted by tocks! at 00:10

16 December 2006

long and painful fight

The turtle said, " i have eaten your tears, and this is why i know your misery.
But i must warn you.
If you cry, your life will always be sad."

THen the turtle opened his beak and out poured five, six, seven pearly eggs.
The eggs broke open and from them emerged seven birds,
who immediately began to chatter and sing.

I knew from their snow-white bellies and pretty voices
that they were magpies, birds of joy.
These birds bent their beaks to the pond and began to drink greedily.
And when i reached out my hand to capture one,
they all rose up, beat their black wings on my face
and flew into the air, laughing.

"Now you see," said the turtle, drifting back into the pond,
"Why it is useless to cry.
Your tears do not wash away your sorrows.
They feed someone else's joy.
And that is why you must learn to swallow your own tears."

- joyluck club

my dreams have soundtracks playing in the background
i distinctly singing somebody like you in my dreams
and then climbing down some tree /:
i'm queer

SLUT IN THE TRUCK!
i like the other tucker (:

i saw the first shooting star of my life that night
when i least expected it!
and cos it was so unexpected,
i wasn't quick enough at making a wish ):
so no wish upon a shooting star for me.
plus i caught some rainbow coloured clouds
they looked like a mysterious part of carebear land
cotton candy clouds! (:

Posted by tocks! at 22:05

11 December 2006

lonely light of morning

freedom at its sweetest (:
for a record, i don't look like a lobster!

Last chance for one last dance

byebye sunny island
i'll be back on sat (:

We're only taking turns holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older you will understand

And then again maybe you don't

Posted by tocks! at 17:48

09 December 2006

i'm all yours

this boy is mine! (:
you make my heart fluttterrr
like a little butter-
fly.

pesky lil' bugger : do you know what time it is?
me : errr -checks phone, 0315!
pesky lil' bugger: no, it's DONATION TIME!
me: .......

ps. pesky lil' bugger would be one of those fellas asking for donations along orchard road

You've begun to feel like home

Posted by tocks! at 23:44

08 December 2006

final sentence

#1. i want to go shopping
#2. i dreamt of you; it was a NIGHTMARE
#3. i've worked two days, and i'm sick of it already
#4. I AM DYING TO GO SHOPPING
#5. ulcer, please fcuking go away.
#6. i'm actually glad that i'm not going
#7. everything is falling back into/out of place
#8. some prata now please
#9. the best part is, i don't really care. not really
#10. I REALLY WANT TO GO SHOPPING, okay i shall write a shopping list now

I JUST SAW THE NORTH STAR!
okay no big deal, but its so errr SHINY (:

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right

Posted by tocks! at 22:14

07 December 2006

faux pas

boy wanted to make a happy cookie today!
THIS IS MY HAPPY COOKIE
so cutee (:
elfie; i'm so gonna do it again... YES

my ulcer is making the right side of my lip/cheek swell ):

look how much we've grown!

You always act so happy when I see you
You smile that way you take my hand and then
Introduce me to your latest lover
That's when I feel the walls start crashing in.

Posted by tocks! at 21:12

06 December 2006

love actually ;

first day of unwork SUCKED.
okay, LOUSY ):
so hopefully tomorrow will be a good first day of work.
AH WELL

and i feel pretty cut off from the rest of the world
work takes away your social life
gayass dancer questioned about my new found love for long bus rides
somehow, im beginning to appreciate the loneliness
and not having to wait up or slow down for anyone.
it's kinda addiktive (:

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Posted by tocks! at 21:46

05 December 2006

beyond the last bus

r1 : the bus is moving so slowly!
r2 : maybe it has the monday blues!
r1 : stares- OMG! i'm wearing monday blue! (points to blue tee)

i'm officially starting work tmr at SIGLAP wtf.
soon i'll have the kachink kachink to support my high maintence splurges

You can be the sinner and I'll be the sin
I take what I want and it's easy to see
I got everything

Posted by tocks! at 17:58

04 December 2006

(:

this is love.
at first sight or after an awfully long time
it is love.
people who've made cj really really special.
of course, there're still more!
but this is just collage1.

Posted by tocks! at 01:38

03 December 2006

flowers in the desert

jump off the carousel with me
and maybe you can see
everything's meaningless

one more round and i'm off
wait for me r2.

Posted by tocks! at 23:04

be my baby

we're a pathetic bunch of losers.

hello r2! i'm r1!
retardeds in saraca walk are lazing around in chairs!
r2's slug theory :
every girl who's not a slug has at least one slug
it's just a matter of finding it

as of today, i am out of frictional unemployment (:

What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

She sees herself in her Sunday dress
Humming simple melodies
She's known since she was only three

Posted by tocks! at 19:00

02 December 2006

i blow kisses

haunted by images
plagued by thoughts

i had icecream again today! (:

i'm not going to thailand anymore ):
and everyone is flying off
RAHHHH.
the people left in town, please ask me out!
this is probably god telling me that i have to get a job.

plan b; be a good snail

I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Posted by tocks! at 20:56

01 December 2006

masquerade ;

prom was completly unrelated to its theme
but pretty fun nevertheless!
photos photos photos
okay that's about it.

speaking of masquerade
i really hate it when people have such thick masks
that conceal every strand of their true self
that makes living quite pointless isn't it?
at the end of the day, who's the person behind the mask?

put on your dancing shoes
and dance till your sorrows disappear
cos in the dim flashing lights
with the music vibrating in your ear drums
and blending with your heartbeat
the world seems a little brighter.

je suis si intelligent!
je t'aime (:

maybe i'm not much better

Your head lays down upon this car
But I hate you for what you are
And what I have become
Fire burns within your lungs
So light yourself another smoke
And recreate what you call home