12 September 2006

x marks the spot

so i believed that i could deal
and that i would be okay
apparently i overestimated myself
cos i am not okay, not at all.
i made promises that things will be okay
that no friendships will be harmed
and that everything will be the way it was
i'm sorry, that's one promise i feel that i am incapable of keeping

and yet, i fear that history repeat itself
so fearful that i'm lost
in this jungle where the human hearts dangle on vines
i'm completely lost, bewildered.

time heals all wounds,
so it just takes time.
but in the meantime, what?

maybe i could just disappear.
and see, this time it's entirely my own fault
i'm a fucktard.

i studied labour market and market failure
from 1030 -530.
thats seven hours, hahh.
two topics, screw econs.

hahahha, this cheered me up a little.

Now I sit me down to study
I pray the Lord I won't go nutty
And if I fail to learn this junk
I pray the Lord that I won't flunk

But if I do, don't pity me at all
Just lay my bones down in the study hall
Tell my teacher I've done my best
Then pile my books upon my chest

Now I lay me down to rest
I pray I'll pass tomorrow's test
If I should die before I wake
That's one less test I'll have to take.

Posted by tocks! at 20:09