10 September 2006

fairydust

after catching parts of 13goingon30
for yes, the first time yesterday
i must say that its saddening how as humans,
we try to grow up so quickly
and then feel like reversing time again to where we cannot go
everytime i see some prepubescent girls in town
decked out in full gear - heels, skimpy tops, mini skirts
and looking like they experimented with their mum's makeup collection
part of me wonders if they will regret it one day,
for rushing ahead and throwing themselves deep into adulthood
when they could be having kiddier fun ):
i suppose its a phase, there was probably a point of time
where i too rushed to grow up
luckily i stopped in time
that probably explains my childish demeanour now
i still wish i was sixteen, so young
as compared to the seventeen going on eighteen part ):
apparently im not the only one who wishes to use the time machine.
i think when you're old, you wish to be young
but when you're young you can't wait to grow up
completely reflective of human nature - what we have is never good enough

im starting to enjoy being alone
solitary comforts me
it allows me to think what i want to
believe in all i want to
and see what i want to
basically, it allows me to be selfish and get wrapped up in my own world
it's like dreaming, no one can hold you back.
i suppose the hard part is when you get chucked back into reality
for now, i'll rather not dread about what will happen
when im forced to face up to the real world

but god knows, if i could turn back time
there's only one thing i would do
live life on the fast lane
and never allow what ifs to happen
never.

one down, three to go
gosh, how i wish everyone was right.

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Posted by tocks! at 13:42