02 September 2006

escapism

sometimes i wish i could actually say all that i wanted to say on my blog
with it being created to somewhat act as a diary
but i come to realise that the fact that its on the www
and that half the world has complete access to it
goes to show that its probably not a diary
and the realisation that every selfish word you say here
may cause a bomb explosion elsewhere
theres no freedom of expression anymore
so technically the blog has lost its purpose

i havent been myself these days
and i blame it all on exams and other stressful situations
and like my recently adopted elder brother says
" i hate your ): and life sucks "
i know, i hate them too.
and more than not
i tend to blame myself for feeling inferior
for feeling so inadequate
for making my life sound more miserable than it is
when in actual fact
there are people who are starving out there
others whose daily thoughts are whether they'll get caught in the crossfire of a civil war
and for sounding like i do.
okay maybe i should just stop blogging so much
and quit living in this lalaland of the cyberworld
plus to stop letting some nerdy fucker behind a computer screen
generating the daily horoscopes affect my behaviour

Unforgettable in every way
And forever more, that's how you'll stay
That's why, darling, it's incredible
That someone so unforgettable
Thinks that I am unforgettable too

Posted by tocks! at 20:07