08 September 2006
cynical
being back in sn today
brought back sweet memories
the ease of being in place so familiar was overwhealming
it's like walking in the path that's been forgotten
covered by the weeds and fungi that appeared over night
but it's just, there.
hard to explain but it felt good.
eased the strained nerves a little (:
a little suprised by how at home i felt back there
despite being away for so long
i suppose ten years really makes a difference
the school's been repainted
but that memories is set so deep such that no matter where i turned
the images of blue white and pink paint still appeared (:
and it was so quiet, i managed to study
today felt like the only productive day in the entire week (:
tranquility, serenity, peace.
and the only thing that stays constant now
is the knowledge that i really really want to give up studying
oh well, i cant.
other than that all feelings, thoughts and things just keep changing
i suppose time never slows down
or halt even the slightest moment
and if we stop moving
we'll fall off, just like running on a treadmill
there's no stopping
you just have to keep going (:
over the rooftops a plane in the sky beat of a bass drum cars passing me by under a bridge dark then back into light
Posted by tocks! at 19:53