03 August 2006

saying goodbye

university talks just left me more baffled and confused
my doubts and my interests are colliding
and now on top of being unemployed
im not gonna find a school i actually wanna go to
i have a sudden strange urge to be in a school
where i dont know anybody else at all
ahahhas, how strange
considering that i am deadly afraid of being alone

and the reality has finally sunken in
that we're actually eighteen and soon going our seperate ways
its scary how you grow up so quickly
when it feels mentally i've not grown up a single bit
and that its still the 16 year old girl talking.
gahh, my sister looked at me
and told me that im immature and still 16.
secretly, maybe i am
which is not entirely a bad thing actually (:

my computer died
and i feel like im dying
maybe when i can finally breathe through two nostrils again
my computer will recover /:
i dont feel like going to school tomorrow.

i'm such a boyband girl (:
westlife!

why can't this feeling just fade away
there's no one like you
you speak to my heart
it's such a shame we're worlds apart

Posted by tocks! at 22:59