06 August 2006
monogamy
im very unsettled by the growing distances
much as most of it is unintentional
but im the kind of person who latches on tightly
to all the good things and keep them close
but when they start to break apart
i just dont know how to move on and let go
and in the daily rush of school timetable
plus all the different priorities
we just all move slowly apart
and one day when you pause and just look back
you'll come to realise what you've always thought of as close by
like the drifting wood you clung on to in the crashing ocean
has actually floated away, further than you ever imagined.
im disoriented by friendships that fade
and things that become unimportant
after being so significant for so long
pms may be thought of as exaggerated
but it may not always be overrated
(HEHH IT RHYMES!)
cos just like alcohol, it just magnifies problems and feelings that has always been around
and at such reality checks you cant help but lose yourself in it.
I think I've already lost you I think you're already gone I think I'm finally scared now You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrongI think you're already leaving Feels like your hand is on the door I thought this place was an empire But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure
Posted by tocks! at 21:26