09 July 2006
punch drunk love
ants had a strange affinity with me today
first, there were ants at the bus stop
so a nice girl told me about the pool of ants on the ground
and in turn
i told a woman about the pool of ants after that
then i decided to try climbing the mango tree
and i was halfway up the branch
when i saw many many ants on the tree
so of cos, i left the tree
and ants attacked my DA PAO just now
there were crawling all over the PAO
and now its creepy to even think about the pao ):
and im accidental prone cannn
i scratched my shin on the tree i was attempting to scale
and i walked into a bench yesterday
so i'm left with ugly scarrings of bruises and cuts
gahh UNGLAM ):
and i want to stay over next door (:
I WANT TO STEAL YOUR BEAN BAG
i like laughing at myself and our inability to breathe
and what other nonsense
it's like feeling like you never have to do anything else again
i want to spend mundane days walking about with good company
aimlessly walking is good
i like long bus rides nowadays
it brings peace (:
i'm so weird now
it freaks me out sometimes
i have so many I want to ....
i'm starting to lose count.
much as humans are social beings
i think, we dont really need anyone else to survive
physically yes we need the butcher, the garbage man
for life to function normally
but emotionally i think we only want others to be around
we do not however need anyone
i dont know, but i think i would DIE of loneliness
if i were to get stuck on an isolated with plentiful supply of food
but then left alone
i'm so conflicted. hahahas
i want, therefore i need
or i need, therefore i want
Here I am this is me There's no where else on earth I'd rather be Here I am it's just me and you And tonight we make our dreams come true
Posted by tocks! at 00:10