07 July 2006

euphemism

i should learn to live with my imperfections
yesterday night and for a good part of this morning
i had a major fit about my abnormally large face
and went around complaining about the strangeness of that
the best condolence came from val
who simply said that
she'd rather i had a large face and a small [HUR like real!] body
then a hugee body and a small face
ahhh, the beauty of reverse psychology
if this is even considered reverse psychology

i think we should have minimal expectations
and then that way we wouldnt feel the heartache of whatever happens
so even on a bad hair day
you'll feel just as beautiful
and even if you failed everything
you can look on the bright side of life

When you're feeling in the dumps,
Don't be silly chumps.
Just purse your lips and whistle.
That's the thing.
And always look on the bright side of life

i had a good chat with zm (:
even if it went to talking about marriage
ahhh, how odd.
it's funny how i manage to connect so well with people
that i would have thought impossible a couple of years back

All our lives we had fun,
we had seasons in the sun
but the stars we could reach
were just starfish on the beach

i think all that im looking for now
is simple, uncomplicated relationships around
that will pull me through this year
people who i can just be myself with
and nothing superficial or political (:

i thought a little about my direction of life for this year today
and its comforting to see myself being steered somewhere.

I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
so why am I ten feet under and upside down
barely surviving has become my purpose
cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface

Posted by tocks! at 18:19