06 July 2006

eudaimonia

i feel strangely distant from everyone else
ever since school started this week
its like i hardly see anyone besides the much loved class anymore ):
so all the other corridor friends, the canteen break friends
the after school gang and everyone else just vanished!
I AM SAD
everyone should tag often
and talk to me more online
and message me moree
so i wont feel so distant!!! RAHH
make up for the lost company
and they were all the living and the dead, becoming shadows

virgin suicides is cool but morbid
psychotic movie
shows that confining someone at home too much
can lead to them putting their own heads in the oven
i hope im not giving anyone any ideas
hahahas oh well

Doctor : What are you doing here, honey? You're not even old enough to know how bad life gets.
Cecilia : Obviously, Doctor, you've never been a 13-year-old girl

sometimes we question our existence
if fahy's lecture is right
it would be to be happy
the more right in doing what we do, the happier we are
and causing people to be unhappy is wrong
and i do not that think happiness is just a long term feeling
im happy playing sudoku during maths, georg and gp lecture
and that may not be right
but what if i dont give much of a damn
i hate the fact that everyone's starting to mug again
the abnormality of it all
and the workload, much as i try to pretend it doesnt exist
is unbelievable

I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere in the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do

Posted by tocks! at 21:34