04 June 2006

freeze dried romance

i think im the product of advancements in science and technology
i find that most of the time
my most emotional sharing conversations
are held on phonecalls, the web and messaging!
i hardly ever have THAT sort of talks in real life
somehow, in face to face talks
the honest truths dont come out right
how ironic, for someone who talks so much
half of what i say is just, conversation.
i need good talks about nothing

i think im simply choosing to dwell in this damp tunnel
cos it just seems warmer than standing out there in the wind
i think i should convert all my other passions
into energy for studying
im spending too much alone time,
but then again how much is too much?
and furthermore, its the quality not the quantity

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep there's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

i feel the random pieces are starting to form a picture
and waiting to see your reaction is just scary.

hun says im getting wild and i need to find a boyfriend
hahahas, how weird.
im not some animal let loose from the jungle okay!
much as i may act like a stray baboon once in a while /:
i just need more crazy nights to develop beer bellies
and more aimless shopping trips
i just need to spend time!
and then i wont be wild (:
does big fat hearts = great love
and my small tiny dotted hearts = little love
okay that was so random.

if i die today, would i regret yesterday?
for not giving everything ive done a best shot
for not appreciating all that i have
and for not saying all that i wanted to say.

Like a castle built upon the sand,
I let love crumble in my hand.

Posted by tocks! at 18:03