08 May 2006

you say hello

i swing between the two extremes
one of being completly narcissist
so full of self love and disgustingly egoistic
and the other of soaking in a pool of insecurities
so much that i loathe the sight of myself
and that makes me so vulnerable
its my optimism that keeps me going most days
but when the pendulum swings the other way
i just feel like burying myself /:

it's like completly being surrounded by the crowd
yet they're so blurred
that you feel as though youre alone anyway
and when most of the time
i tend to say thank god for all that i have
sometimes i feel like saying
so, thats's it?

Everyone's changing
I stay the same
I'm a solo cello
Outside a chorus
I've got a secret
It's time for me to tell it
You've been keeping me warm

i feel like there's just an endless list of things to do
and i just dont know where to start
the crowd just passes me by
and i feel invisible to them and to myself

dont take my hand if you're going to let go
i hate it when promises are broken
and its so easy to say i'll be here
but so hard to mean it
even im guilty of that much
of making a promise i never intended to keep

Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

Posted by tocks! at 19:46