30 May 2006
nothing matters anymore
Is anybody out there?Does anybody see?
That when the lights are off something's killing me.
I know it seems like people care,
Cause they're always around me.
But when the day is done and everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's so hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
sometimes lonliness is just a part of me
Posted by tocks! at 20:16
purest of pain
i was just blog surfingand to my utmost delight!
i once against realised the importance of sec school friendships
everyones been seperated by distances, schools etc.
but theres always this constant need for each other!
and it was really reassuring to see those cliques
that existed back then
to continue growing stronger today.
so, time for outing with the girls! :D
please, if your name's on the list below
contact me at 9733xxxx
and TAKE ME OUT! (:
i'll make time for you all
even if it means messing up my well planned work schedule/ :
x. JEPENGA - need i spell out all your names!
ask me out ask me out quick (:
just plain, good girlfriend fun okay?!
x. CLASS PEOPLE - i request a class outing.
we need more class bonding to learn how to be defiant!
x. GIRL NEXT DOOR take a break, take a kitkat!
ask me out once youre done with your projects
our shopping day is still on hold!
Posted by tocks! at 13:41
29 May 2006
catch your wave
and like she says
all we need now is closure
hard to imagine, but it'll happen.
Posted by tocks! at 17:50
four types of smile
ohmy! i just watched the most amazing and useful documentary in my life!its especially fascinating when youre completlely aware of what its talking about :D
this is for the dear class
so to you all boring people, buzz off.
hahahs (:
the 1815 Mt tambora explosion is probably the cause of famine in 1816
which affected new england and europe especially hard!
damned those pyroclastic materials!
anyway, SO2 gets converted into aerosols and other cooling gases
which results in global cooling
so the last explosion of a supervolcano
which is like x10000 times greater than the explosion of Mt st helens.
is believed to be the cause of the mini ice age! :D
which is once again believed to have resulted in the near extinction of human species
with like around 3000 humans left in this entire world?!
and did you know that a supervolcano is beneath yellowstone park
and the cycle from the previous three cycles show that
its kinda due to explode, however with a plus minus hundred thousand years
but the last eruption was 640000 years ago, and it has a cycle of 600000 years!
that explosion with devastate the entire earth /:
plus the caldera of mt st helens is like 2 square miles
versus the supposed caldera of yellowstone, 1500square miles.
OMG we're like heading into an ice age!
and that is providing we even survive the pyroclastic part of it.
breathing in pyroclastic materials which are like so fine that theyre dust particles
will choke the lungs
and then this upsets some stuff, and your skeletal system gets screwed up
and it starts to produce a lot of new bone tissue, and you die
a slow, painful death.
so strange illnesses is an impact of pyroclastic volcanic eruptions.
by the way, pyroclastic is actually blown up pieces of rocks
which under the microscope shows jagged, glass like edges.
scary, youre like breathing in glass.
and warning signs of a volcano include a long stretch of earthquakes
because the upwelling magma finally found a crack
and its pushing through, causing a lot of vibrations
and this records a long period of vibrations on the seismograph.
okay i'm like an ultrageek lah.
http://dsc.discovery.com/convergence/supervolcano/supervolcano.html
and ive been really unproductive today
i am not even working according to my schedule /:
i made bacon cheese omelette though! :D
yummy, but a tad overcooked.
its like fried egg. hahas
and i sat in the 3pm sun, without my glasses
hoping to even out the glasses tan.
i think my maid thought i was going bonkers
since minutes ago she just walked by me lying on my back
reading notes, on the livingroom-diningroom space.
i think this just goes to show
my lack of ability to study at home
unless its writing notes of course (:
tomorrow, study in school.
that is, if i can find company.
which is something thats becoming rarer to find.
we're all lonely people.
deal with that.
Living without you, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night i taste the purest of pain
i wish i could tell you i'm feeling better everyday
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth i can't find my way
and deep inside me i feel like i'm dying
i have to see you that's all i'm asking
Posted by tocks! at 17:05
28 May 2006
race the moon
i behaved like a horrible bitch again todayi woke up feeling fat
and wore a top that was supposed to make me feel good
but made me feel fatter instead
almost bumped into a person i have no intention of walking into
especially considering my complete unglamness
thank goodness for quick reflexes (:
got stuck in a house with relatively annoying cousin
that seemed to have an endless list of sacarstic comments to make
fyi, NOT funny at all /:
and i got stuck there an awfully long six hours
and then the father had to unleash that annoying male alter ego
on the brighter side
i captured grandmama!
and apparently, gluttony runs in the family (:
she's so cute! happy birthday dearest ah ma! :Di hope you live a good long life and get to see me get married
she wishes to see me married to a pretty man
hahahs, superficial grandma :D
i hope she meant handsome cutie, not like gay.
man's bestfriend and a girl's bestest too (:
Save the love, come what may. Love is worth everything we pay
Posted by tocks! at 20:48
27 May 2006
random.
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Tocks!
1. A cluster of bananas is called a hand and consists of 10 to 20 bananas, which are individually known as tocks!
2. Tocks is only six percent water.
3. Tocks will always turn right when leaving a cave.
4. In Japan it is considered rude to talk with tocks in your mouth.
5. Michelangelo finished his great statue of tocks in 1504, after eighteen months work.
6. If a snake is born with two heads, the heads will fight over who gets tocks!
7. If your ear itches, this means that someone is talking about tocks.
8. Pound for pound, hamburgers cost more than tocks.
9. Some hotels in Las Vegas have tocks floating in their swimming pools.
10. Without tocks, we would have to pollinate apple trees by hand.
Posted by tocks! at 21:59
it was over from the start
i took a photo with spongebob and patrick today!on orchard road
hehhh, and desperately trying to conceal the fact
that im probably the only one who can qualify to pay for the bus fare /:
and our somewhat shopping was fun today!
time flies by when youre having fun :D
and once again trying to hide the unglamness
of towning in shorts and flip flops
my sister dearest asked me to sleep on things
when i asked her for advice
however, i really fell asleep
and today, her conclusion was
"since you didnt think about anything, don't do anything"
i'm sorry i couldnt do much to help
and that things, just faded away.
and sometimes i get tired of keeping so much locked up
the words dancing up a storm on the tip of my tongue
yet i seal my lips, afraid of the dire consequences
Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
Posted by tocks! at 21:14
26 May 2006
love is a many splendid thing
That's the wayYou make me feel
Better than I've ever known it
Better than it's ever been
I can't seem to control it, no
The way you make me feel
Like the sun coming up in the morning
Like holding the worldin your hands
In a way I could never imagine
The way you make me feel
I couldn't feel much better
Than whenI'm here with you
You make everything seem so easy
I'm telling you the truth
You never try to please me
But somehow you always do
favourite emo song!
i'm not emo.
and even if i am
i have reason to be
happy last day of school.
Posted by tocks! at 17:05
25 May 2006
you turned out the light
xmen three!and on to attempting to make notes
and finally succeeding for a while
and then sleeping
and back to notemaking!
my friend [hahaha!]
im glad you're finally happy!
free from everything that held you back
its good to see the old you back
so old that ive begun to forgot who you used to be
and life goes on in a never ending cycle
until one day apocalypse falls upon all of us
and we'll patiently wait for xmen four
three claws and a finger /:
and i'm not love sick
i'm just stupid.
We like our fun and we never fight
You cant dance and stay uptight
Its a supernatural delight
Everybody was dancing in the moonlight
Posted by tocks! at 23:29
24 May 2006
a face without a name
its amazing how a song can suddenly change its meaningand quite silly that what used to belong to one person
just became someone else's song.
and kevin says that song of the week is bad day!
i would rather have a good day for the rest of the week
and the weeks to come.
wonder if reverse psychology works
maybe if i listened to bad day more
all the days will become good
how random.
i was terribly confused today
i packed my bag for a friday
but went to school thinking it was a thursday
and then realising that it was actually a wednesday
its funny how holidays mess up your mind.
and today, im grateful for zhangmei
best seating mate (:
who scolds me, bites me, teaches me and talks to me
and who gets scolded with me when we talk too much
but tops the class anyway
the only one who is fast enough to leave for the canteen when the bell rings
who remembers my grades and reminds me to buy stationery
i should make a i'm grateful for ... list everyday
that way, i'll be a happier girl
We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you really like me, baby
You don't ever notice when I'm turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
I've heard you talk about
How you want someone just like me
Every time I ask you out
We never move pass friendly, no no
You don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I need you, I want you to know
Posted by tocks! at 17:47
23 May 2006
if shame had a face
and with a simple "you'd better not"the cyclone just hit and the sky turned gray
but what if had told you the truth then
it's too late, i already did
and it just goes to show how greedy humans are
theres no limit where we will stop asking for more
and hoping that somehow all our dreams will come true.
impossible doesnt become possible so often
in fact, twice in a row.
i should quit counting on that
mr tee was somehow inspiring
he simply stated some truths
yet it was like shining the spotlight in our eyes
and you not only glimpse the light on the other side
but you also feel instantly invigorated.
irony lies in the fact that the only people i can say it to
cannot do anything to improve my situation
and those who can, i simply cannot say to.
I'm falling in love again ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love again this time it's with you
When I fall it's always the same and
I'm so tired of playing this game
Posted by tocks! at 23:48
22 May 2006
a song without the words
what if i said that deep insidei know theres a yes?
but these conflicting feelings
yes or no
two simple ways to go
yet deciding feels like a choice that'll lead you to either life or death.
too afraid to move on
but too frightened to let go either
in the silence i sense a spark of hope
but the flickering flame so small
that it may just be a part of my imagination.
but i'm amazed by my ability to keep so still
skeletons all locked up in the cupboard
and the key chucked into the deepest trench
four weeks and six days to check the boxes on the to-dos list
im treading on thin ice
possibly impossible
screaming girls playing soccer is a stress buster.
mcron was our star player!
and so was mr wong.
mr wong and mr wong!
we should play more often (:
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
Posted by tocks! at 23:26
21 May 2006
feel the rush of the ocean
You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormynight,when you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the bus:
1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die
2. An old friend who once saved your life
3.The perfect partner you have been dreaming about
Which one would you choose to offer a ride to,
knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car?
Think before you continue reading.
This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application.
You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die,
and thus, you should save her first.
Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life
and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back.
However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again.
The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants)
had no trouble coming up with his answer.
He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old friend
and let him take the lady to the hospital.
I would stay behind, and wait for the bus with the partner of my dreams."
The risk takers might not live long, but the cautious never live at all
cheesy as it may sound
but sometimes, its so true that theres nothing you can do but say i agree.
on top of learning how to be more independent
and to not succumb to peer pressure
and let thoughts and actions of others affect me
i think i should add another item to this growing list.
to learn to be bolder and to try, instead of just walking on the safe side of the road.
Posted by tocks! at 22:25
jaded
there's a lost teenager cat outside my house!!its sad.
and loittering around like it ran away from home
and skinny ):
so i gave it a can of cat food plus some bread
and lots of water
and its so cuteee
its a ginger cat - a very pretty one :D
and so sweet too.
so im just keeping my fingers crossed
that kitty from next door does not decide to be territorial!
i dont usually have a thing for cats
but i do like this little bundle of sweetness.
Posted by tocks! at 21:39
20 May 2006
river running wild.
there's no easy way to say goodbyeso baby just say good night.
happy birthday kaka!
finally a non routine saturday!
i likeee :D
and the happy birthday went up in flames
good talks are once in a blue moon
and im lucky enough that the blue moon came by
a few times these couple of days (:
anyway to those who do not know yet
)) : = hermit crab!
it looks like one right right right?!
and just to kill some time
http://www.discretos.net/go-1741-bunny-suicides.html
I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time
Posted by tocks! at 23:13
19 May 2006
ruby lips on a smile so sweet
i searched myself on the wwwand guess what!
HUANG WANTING
is a manager of some custom made condom company
HAHAHAHA
i swear i diedd of laughter ((:
MAYBE I HAVE A FUTURE
with condom making.
hahahas wth!
and upon further research
i found pictures of myself
on some friend's blogs (:
UBERCOOLNESS
and did i ever mention that some people
actually have the surname wantock?!!
so randomm.
waited at stnicks today for my sister
i didnt leave the car
but just being there, the nostalgic feeling!
and i uttered with disbelief - one and a half years
it feels like its been sooo long
but at the same time
it seemed like just yesterday
and i ICEMILOED :D
swearrr it feels the same.
and the girls mentioned today
that jc friends last longer than sec school friends
i have my own doubts about that
yet i cant be absolutely sure
but i do cherish all i have (:
of cos i do.
we had a good clean yummy birthday celebration
PRINCESS KAKA!
seee how sweet the class is (:
the chocolate cake - simply addictivee.
i feel the class bonding!
its like chem, creation of bonds! (:
Posted by tocks! at 20:39
sway me smooth
ive been really depressed latelythere are just sudden moments
when i'll just want to sit alone
and ignore everything thats going on around
it's just all so draining.
on top of the fact that im being so complacent
and unmotivated yet stressed
im still doing things thats getting me no where
and apparently im not the only one
seems to me that the temporary release
you get from the nonsense is only music.
i realise this is not some radio station
but i think the ROBOT and ASSHOLE
both need something to release the tension
so here it is ; time machine
You need some time by yourself
Without anybody else
You just need to unwind
In your time machine
You need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
You just need to unwind
In your time machine
Posted by tocks! at 00:08
16 May 2006
just say goodnight
so i got left wonderingthe significance behind the word best friends
if everyone calls five people best friends
its not exactly best is it?
it'll be bestest friends.
but i guess reality creates a need for more than one best friends sometimes?
hahh, dont know random thoughts
but a best friend is someone who youre completely yourself with
someone who you have no need to hide anything from
that just strikes off half the list
seeing how most of the time
we try to live behind that pretty masquerade ball mask
but to my bestest friends.
you all know who you are :D
Posted by tocks! at 22:54
save up all your tears
i am tiredits like youre out in the sea
and sailing endlessly
you see no boundaries and theres no where to land
and its either you keep rowing
or you just let the boat sail away with the waves
i'm tired of searching for something that was never there
i find understanding in the strangest places
and joy in the smallest places (:
somehow i prefer your version of happily ever after
and i wish i could believe in your fairytale
The saddest song you ever heard
the most you said with just one word
The loneliest prayer you ever prayed
the truest vow you ever made
What makes you laugh, what makes you cry
What makes you mad, what gets you by
You highest high, your lowest low
these things I want to know
I wanna know you like I know myself
Im waitin for you there aint no one else
Talk to me baby scream and shout
I want to know youinside out
Posted by tocks! at 22:23
13 May 2006
prata mama!
highlight of the day:prata-ing with my home girl (:
let's go shopping soon!
arab street and chinatown here we come!
and you make my shoes pretty for me okay (:
so we bummed in the little cave you call home
and talked about the bestfriends syndrome
eating disorders and cheek muscle defects
and watched the minicooper form (:
laughed at all the queensway ahlians
we should like form an anti ahlian club
tution-ing was sinful
more kachang puteh please! (:
and dashing for the good seats
sorry natalie cheongg its your turn!
and youre another person who can make me smile
please stick your head across everyday
cheers to eleven years of good friendship
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change
Posted by tocks! at 20:57
12 May 2006
my love for you was blind
teetwelve - the reason i go to school (:
you guys make it all sweet and yummy!
i prayed endless prayers
and exhausted all my wishes
that everything will be back to the way it was before
and now, i wont ask for anything more (:
Posted by tocks! at 15:52
11 May 2006
we cameand we conquered!
TEETWELVE
we rock to the moon and back
when i shouted that in the frisbee field
i got. weirded stares /:
fine fine fine, see what the world has become
a place where they dont appreciate interesting things anymore ):
okay im proud to annouce
our 4x4 girls got SECOND!!!
<3 to LLB CHEONG ALF!
anddd
third place for frisbeee... TEETWELVE!
yayness
completely impossible without my moral support with the voice
irony of it all.
moral support , with the voice.
hahahas.
and we protected our deng for awhile!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERENCE!
so i guess today was a good day
actually it was obvious right from the beginning
not only was it nonschool
it was also gamees!
and swensen lunches plus bonding with the class
and also holland v nights (:
You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up, you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
What can you say?
You're gonna have a good day
Posted by tocks! at 23:42
10 May 2006
i can't see it, but i can feel it
and day by dayi keep pretending that everything's alright
but when no one's around
bit by bit
i just fall apart
i dont know what's wrong
i dont know what's right either
ive forgotten what i started fighting for
and im tired of this endless game
that just keeps us running in circles
game over okay?
on a happier note
the last school day of the week just ended
thank goodness for that
game's day tomorrow
i'll just fight for captain's ball (:
and even if i look like a fool
i'll fight eye and nail and hair for the ball
and just try to do as much as i can for the game
just stand and stare in awe at...
the oversized national day pyjamas wearing babies (:
see, at least we're showing our patrioticism
even if it comes without a damned flame
you want flame
we'll burn it
You wear black cause you can't find anything else to wear?
You found your sound 'cause you can't play no better?
You just tried to kiss me because "it just happened?"
You should try take credit for something every once in a while, John
I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit that
I'm a fool for you
Because you're mine, I walk the line
Posted by tocks! at 18:35
08 May 2006
tears keep falling
and i feel like im on the ground surface of the north pole nowin other words
all the air's so cold that they sink to the ground surface
and you on the ground experience extreme high pressure
cos of the weight of all the air mass above
how i wish that i was on the equator /:
Posted by tocks! at 22:27
you say hello
i swing between the two extremesone of being completly narcissist
so full of self love and disgustingly egoistic
and the other of soaking in a pool of insecurities
so much that i loathe the sight of myself
and that makes me so vulnerable
its my optimism that keeps me going most days
but when the pendulum swings the other way
i just feel like burying myself /:
it's like completly being surrounded by the crowd
yet they're so blurred
that you feel as though youre alone anyway
and when most of the time
i tend to say thank god for all that i have
sometimes i feel like saying
so, thats's it?
Everyone's changing
I stay the same
I'm a solo cello
Outside a chorus
I've got a secret
It's time for me to tell it
You've been keeping me warm
i feel like there's just an endless list of things to do
and i just dont know where to start
the crowd just passes me by
and i feel invisible to them and to myself
dont take my hand if you're going to let go
i hate it when promises are broken
and its so easy to say i'll be here
but so hard to mean it
even im guilty of that much
of making a promise i never intended to keep
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last
Posted by tocks! at 19:46
07 May 2006
moderation
so the debate of like 40mins +++came to only a simple conclusion
of one word
moderation!
eat in moderation
play in moderation
dance in moderation
dream in moderation
so conclusion
be a moderate person (:
GUYS ARE INSENSITIVE!
hohohooo
i need more reversoooo
SLURPS-
darn! im not living by my own rules
cos reverso now wouldnt be moderation anymore!
damn a lot of georg
just shoot me.
I want a love, I want a fire
To feel the burn, my desires
I want a man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me
Die for me
Live and breathe for me
Do you care for me
Cause if you don't then just leave
Posted by tocks! at 19:49
anything you say, cruella.
productive studying today!my saturdays should be spent at home
more than out and running about /:
and getting to sleep 12hours
and at any other random time is just a bonus
like a slice of lemon on top of the tea :D
many many many georg to clear by the weekend
SIGH!
i wish i practiced planning
and got the work out of the way before hand
too late!
just gotta ching chang chiong!
even though ive said it like 10000 times
teetwelvers, you guys make me smile :D
Everytime I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Seems like everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right
So I'll say why don't you and I get together
And take on the world and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other
And fly to the moon and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in
Posted by tocks! at 00:29
05 May 2006
I will be hereWhen you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to crying
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
'Cause I will be here
I will be here
You can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here
clay! :D
i miss harry suddenly.
Posted by tocks! at 19:48
heaven no more
baking was a sweet disaster (:yummy, GOT POTENTIAL okay.
even if it was squishy like a sponge cake!
but nevermind.
the feeling of cooking up a mess
brought back silly memories
of stayovers and messy cooking!
ribeana drinking competition :D
i am second
however it was unfair competition /:
OH WELL
im SECOND!!(:
losing you pains me more
than the hurt from you saying no
All alone on a night train
Like a stranger on a sinking ship
Will i ever know the secret to your heart
im too fond of old songs!
Posted by tocks! at 19:03
04 May 2006
that distinct flutter
this is my #112 entry on this blog.pity i forgot to mention it in the last entry
it would be #111 /:
and i missed the "magic" moment yesterday ):
i think i was on the brink of unconsciousness
after trying so hard to get some rest
ive had weird mood swings today
its like for a moment everything feels great
but in a split second
something just feels rotten inside
i think its the lack of decent food
for some reason, not the fatness part
i just didnt feel like buying food
except for papadam (:
and watermelon, water the melons!
and honey comb chocolate - all the sugar fix i need in a day (:
frisbeeing was great
i wish i was in frisbeee ):
but its okay, i understand
team frisbee
youre not going to get grinded
i wont allow that!
i'll be down with psychological pompoms
we're going to kick some ass (:
anyway im the captain of the captain's ball team!
with 3 other of the girls
but. EIGHT JONES on my own
better get those facil skills out again /:
hml was a meano bitch today
who treats us like dumb five year old kids!!!
give me a break please
ive decided my favourite teacher is miss ng :D
cos her effective shout permanately woke me up
and in second place is mr tee
even though he cant stop teasing me
but at least he says
continue doing what you do, youre good at it.
even if its the F-word
hahas! dont misunderstand please.
i explained the difference between infatuation and liking
to my favourite small girl today (:
infatuation's when you dont know the person properly
liking is when you know the person well
and love, is just too big a word to use.
i'm sorry for spoiling everything
my bad ):
can i return to once upon a time?
and i realised what ive missed out on
i cannot get back again
bad choices a long time ago
but with bad choices came good answers
grateful for that much at least
Well, you had me from hello
I felt love start to grow the moment
I looked into your eyes
You won me, it was over from the start
You completely stole my heart
and now you won't let go
Posted by tocks! at 18:26
03 May 2006
conquer the world
i think my mirror just screamed at meto start hulahooping again!
burn some fats around the waist
before they spill out.
hahahas
FAT TOCKS !!!
i understand my fatness suddenly
its because
my dear friends all happen to be 'hot' as fire
and have metabolism rates that are sky high
and as we eat out together constantly
im the one suffering from all the repercutions /:
RAH!
ahahahs but i guess happiness is worth sacrificing
for that extra pound of fat.
i think one thing to marvel about humans
is our relationships
be it love, friendship and family love
its amazing!
suddenly hit me
that human intelligence lies in our abilities
to form such bonds with another being
that animals cannot comprehend
they may have maternal love and all
but its ultimately for survival and procreation
but human relationships are complex
and theres no same relationship with two different people
its not like a plant-sheep
aka prey and predator kinda thing
but its far more!
locking all the words in a chest
and throwing away the keys for good
i cleared everyone except for jean's plate today!
so everyone else has to clear minee
ahahhas, that's like no yucky dishes for another week :D
please give me more hugs
i think i need more love ((:
So if you're lonely
You know i'm here waiting for you
I'm just a crosshair
I'm just a shot away from you
And if you leave here
You leave me broken shattered alive
Posted by tocks! at 22:14
02 May 2006
xray gaze
i am amazed by teetwelve'sonline conversational system
members : libing, nat, mcron, shuie
and the occasional kaka.
hahahs
its like the tagging crew (:
and like llb says
teetwelve is the greatest
they make the sky white
and clouds blue :D
Posted by tocks! at 23:30
dewpoint
let's hip hop!the social dancing class was way cool
even though i sneaked out and sat down
during the middle part
but it was still fun watching people dance dance (:
okay i just made a 11:11pm wish
cos i keep missing out on 11:11 am /:
i dont know what to say
right or wrong
theres no wrong in doing the right thing
i studied today
for the first time in a long while
even though it was for just a bit
but every little bit counts right (:
i think i should start night-studying soon.
i heard natalie cheong cheong singing today!
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Posted by tocks! at 23:10
01 May 2006
swing swing swing
numb to all feelingstomorrow will be brighter
im suddenly in a really emo mood
and i cant quite pinpoint the reason
i just feel like sitting quietly and just listening
to sad songs
can i walk back to the swing
and just sit there
dont know whats going through my mind
but it sure feels like elephants are sitting on my brains
i dont know the right words to say
but who's to say whats right and whats wrong anyway
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart