18 March 2006

maybe im just selfish
who knows
maybe im making excuses for myself
its just unfair
cos good times never happen to me
and others just.
get it too easy
so im just a sour grape
but its like im almost there
but someone does a 100m sprint
and just crosses the finishing line
before i manage to
no ones fault
but makes you feel absolutely rotten

i feel like ranting on
and going on about how
unfair life is to me
and how the world just treats me like crap
but thats just so EEEEEEE
so i wont ;)

and you know
ive got so much i wish i could say
but some words just dont.
come out
i wish i can make it clear
that i dont have a choice
and when its all youve got
you have to take it
even if sometimes you end up
pleading for it
cos its just. all ive got.

i find it hard to open up
and tell others the truth
cos its sucha small world
and everyone's kinda interlinked
that i dont feel comfortable
when i say such things


T: i suddenly feel like turning lesbian
A: OMG
A: NO!
A: WTH!

hahas you are so cute (:
it was just a random comment
hahahs
love her reaction :D
you make me smile too silly!

Posted by tocks! at 01:54