25 August 2005

i suddenly wonder how many people
see me as important and as significant,
as the i see them.
cos i dont feel it from many
who i always have on my mind
hmmms
giving is better than receiving
but still it is always nice
to feel that your friends cherish you too

blahhhh
forgive the ranting,
i find that everytime im stressed
i start questioning all the
relationships i share with others ):
its like this auto mode
that turns itself on whenever the stress
level is high
and whats making it worse
is that with everyone busy,
nobody really has much time to interact
and to share the joy
including myself.
and sadly, its at these times
when the love and support of your friends
are so desperately needed.

ive been drifting from those so important
actually, haven't we all?
from the moment we set foot into different schools
it is destined that we will drift
further away from each other.
sometimes, when something crops up
we always know who to call
but when the days are boring and normal
we seem forget each other
and at times, its these usual everyday things
that do matter.

my georgraphy paper and maths paper is on the same day
im frigging pissed about that
we are the disadvantaged combi
who has to cope with all that shit
theres no way im ever going to be able to manage
and its like five and a half hours of paper
does anyone even realise how exhausting
maths and georg are?
and both of them on the same day?
im totally screwed /:

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Posted by tocks! at 20:22